With or without Kryptonian resistance, Clark does enjoy that. Without, there is that sense of gravity, dense bone and slabs of muscle. This close, he doesn't need supersenses to feel the beat of his heart, or measure the warmth of his body. While his arms are still around Bruce, he folds him in firmly, bound wrists caught at the back of his neck as they kiss. He tangles their legs up, indulging in this full bodied contact while it lasts.
Oof. Clark rests his arms up above his head when pushed, letting his head fall back. Stretches his fingers as if it to show they're still in working order.
"Still attached," he says. Then, after a pause, "You know what I was worried about, doing this?"
Maybe a conversation for after, or better yet, before, but sometimes, the things that occur to you don't care about timing. It doesn't sound like a big to slow down or stop, anyway, as Clark shifts (very minimally, given givens) beneath Bruce's weight, like he wants to do something about the feeling of his stiff length pressed against his skin.
Oof. Clark rests his arms up above his head when pushed, letting his head fall back. Stretches his fingers as if it to show they're still in working order.
"Still attached," he says. Then, after a pause, "You know what I was worried about, doing this?"
Maybe a conversation for after, or better yet, before, but sometimes, the things that occur to you don't care about timing. It doesn't sound like a big to slow down or stop, anyway, as Clark shifts (very minimally, given givens) beneath Bruce's weight, like he wants to do something about the feeling of his stiff length pressed against his skin.
"Goes with mine," Clark says, easy.
And honest. How many people has he kept at arm's length, throughout his life? And further than that? For so many reasons.
He can sense the slight capitulation in the conversation, and kisses Bruce again. Lightly, first, and then more involved, hands resting on either side of the other man's face. Gentle, soft, warm, these little intimacies that stand at stark odds to the nightmare vision that wears his shape in dreams, or the remote impression of an all-powerful alien crashing through buildings, showers of glass and concrete, blurred camera footage.
Instead, like this, Clark is almost just some guy with a nice apartment, warm beneath Bruce, the slide of his fingers seeking out little sensitive spots down Bruce's neck. These gestures together all seem to say hey, wanna do something else?
And honest. How many people has he kept at arm's length, throughout his life? And further than that? For so many reasons.
He can sense the slight capitulation in the conversation, and kisses Bruce again. Lightly, first, and then more involved, hands resting on either side of the other man's face. Gentle, soft, warm, these little intimacies that stand at stark odds to the nightmare vision that wears his shape in dreams, or the remote impression of an all-powerful alien crashing through buildings, showers of glass and concrete, blurred camera footage.
Instead, like this, Clark is almost just some guy with a nice apartment, warm beneath Bruce, the slide of his fingers seeking out little sensitive spots down Bruce's neck. These gestures together all seem to say hey, wanna do something else?
Impossible to not start up again, feeling Bruce move against him, his hands smoothing down his arms, voice like that. Arousal is lazy to make a return but making a return it is, stirred coals without spark, just yet. Clark shifts his wrists, a slight creak of leather beneath the snug binds of ribbon and bow.
Tempting to say 'never mind' and get back to the business of luxuriating in the things Bruce feels like doing to him, but he suspects they're a little alike in that there is likewise something appealing in being listened to, in finding some crack in the moment to dig your nails into and control, in slowing things down even while the other man moves against him, harder than he is, for now.
Clark can't quite return the favour save to twist a little in place, sliding the side of his foot down Bruce's leg. Mmf. Bruce's fingers wrapping around his arms maybe finding somewhere borderline tickly in their sensitivity, a twitch coursing through him at the necessarily denied impulse to pull back somehow, before relaxing instead.
"Not hurting," Clark says, trying to put his thoughts in some kind of order. "But I think about the way you came apart under me," and he manages to more firmly rub himself against Bruce, actually engaging in the normal but considerable human strength he has to push back a little, "and I don't wanna flinch away from giving you that."
If it did hurt too much, he knows he could tap out. But if he liked it all too much, and then there was that kill switch in the back of his mind, to lock it all down, for fear of something. Some loss of focus, control. It all sounds very high-minded for a little DIY kink, but never say they don't take fucking each other seriously.
Tempting to say 'never mind' and get back to the business of luxuriating in the things Bruce feels like doing to him, but he suspects they're a little alike in that there is likewise something appealing in being listened to, in finding some crack in the moment to dig your nails into and control, in slowing things down even while the other man moves against him, harder than he is, for now.
Clark can't quite return the favour save to twist a little in place, sliding the side of his foot down Bruce's leg. Mmf. Bruce's fingers wrapping around his arms maybe finding somewhere borderline tickly in their sensitivity, a twitch coursing through him at the necessarily denied impulse to pull back somehow, before relaxing instead.
"Not hurting," Clark says, trying to put his thoughts in some kind of order. "But I think about the way you came apart under me," and he manages to more firmly rub himself against Bruce, actually engaging in the normal but considerable human strength he has to push back a little, "and I don't wanna flinch away from giving you that."
If it did hurt too much, he knows he could tap out. But if he liked it all too much, and then there was that kill switch in the back of his mind, to lock it all down, for fear of something. Some loss of focus, control. It all sounds very high-minded for a little DIY kink, but never say they don't take fucking each other seriously.
It's kind of nice. Kal-El. Just in this context, it's kind of nice, and reminds him of the easy affection with which the copy of Jor-El that harboured so much intelligence and feeling and kindness called him 'Kal'. It is a mere sliver of a memory, but something of a precious one, too.
It makes Scout Ship 0344 feel like a kind of home, anyway, inasmuch as a gigantic spaceship made up of cold silver caverns can.
And Kelex is being sassy. Clark stands, arms folded but expression gentle and querying. "The data has yet to be properly analysed," she says in smooth Kryptonian. "It remains speculative. It should not be disseminated widely until charting of implication and outcome has been completed by specialised personnel."
"This isn't widely, Kelex," Clark says, patient. "And there is no personnel left. What are you worried will happen?"
"Incomplete projections may cause fragmentation. The data is corrupt and incomplete."
It makes Scout Ship 0344 feel like a kind of home, anyway, inasmuch as a gigantic spaceship made up of cold silver caverns can.
And Kelex is being sassy. Clark stands, arms folded but expression gentle and querying. "The data has yet to be properly analysed," she says in smooth Kryptonian. "It remains speculative. It should not be disseminated widely until charting of implication and outcome has been completed by specialised personnel."
"This isn't widely, Kelex," Clark says, patient. "And there is no personnel left. What are you worried will happen?"
"Incomplete projections may cause fragmentation. The data is corrupt and incomplete."
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Being stretched out like this make him deeply aware of his habits. If his hands weren't bound, he would rest them on Bruce's ribcage. He might slide them down his back, grip onto his ass and control the movement between them. Or if he wanted to be tender, he might sweep his fingers through Bruce's hair, rest secure at the nape of his neck, trace a line down his jaw, throat. Better yet, he might force his hand between them, grip onto his cock, watching him brightly for his reaction.
Clark does not consciously think of these things and regret their absence, just feels these instincts as unrealised potential, something physical and instinctive. At the same time, laying beneath Bruce and being kissed, touched, moved against so heavily, when physically he can't do very much more but accept it, sends warm shivers through him.
And also makes it hard to focus. Which is also nice.
"I just have a hard time letting go," he says, almost a sigh, head turning to nuzzle back. Eyes hooded until everything's a comfortable blur. "Even when I want it. But I trust you," feels good to say.
Clark does not consciously think of these things and regret their absence, just feels these instincts as unrealised potential, something physical and instinctive. At the same time, laying beneath Bruce and being kissed, touched, moved against so heavily, when physically he can't do very much more but accept it, sends warm shivers through him.
And also makes it hard to focus. Which is also nice.
"I just have a hard time letting go," he says, almost a sigh, head turning to nuzzle back. Eyes hooded until everything's a comfortable blur. "Even when I want it. But I trust you," feels good to say.
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Clark's hands curl into fists as Bruce sets his teeth against his jaw, leaves its mark, or maybe doesn't leave any impression at all, that's how it feels. He hasn't really figured out the threshold, yet, when something might start to bruise, or even bleed, or fade like it was never there. (Years and years ago, his own teeth set into his forearm to smother the noises, and biting harder, and harder, steel on steel, nothing yielding.) His chin tips up as Bruce's mouth goes down his throat.
A breathed out sound when Bruce's hand touches his chest, pressing reddened skin. It's almost a surprise that he doesn't feel the same snag of the now absent pin.
He doesn't say 'okay', or articulate acceptance, affirmation. Clark just keeps his head back to make room for the things Bruce's mouth is doing, but does gently bring his arms back around to hook them around the back of the other man's shoulders. Moving his hips back up against him, somewhere between teasing at Bruce's arousal and firing up his own.
A breathed out sound when Bruce's hand touches his chest, pressing reddened skin. It's almost a surprise that he doesn't feel the same snag of the now absent pin.
He doesn't say 'okay', or articulate acceptance, affirmation. Clark just keeps his head back to make room for the things Bruce's mouth is doing, but does gently bring his arms back around to hook them around the back of the other man's shoulders. Moving his hips back up against him, somewhere between teasing at Bruce's arousal and firing up his own.
It's what Clark means when he speaks about trust. He trusts Bruce knows what he's doing. In a way, he trusts Bruce better with all of this than he trusts himself.
When his mouth locks onto that small patch of skin, it's an excuse for Clark to close his eyes, immerse himself in simple things, like the build of slipperiness and friction between them, the slow build of pressure as he gets hard all over again, the tiny wet sounds from Bruce worrying at his skin, the slow rise of sharpness in the ache forming there. Clark is quiet as this happens, until Bruce lifts away with that last scrape of tooth, at which point he groans, complaint and relief and pleasure all at the same time.
—which is interrupted when Bruce presses his arms up and back and down. Starts new and louder when this latest bruise is pressed, when he says that, looks down at him. Clark has to wonder which part of this, which combination of things, seems to send him over the edge from interested into aroused.
He nods, breathes out 'yeah', a little like he was planning on avoiding talking altogether before deciding he needed to make sure there was no mistake, there.
When his mouth locks onto that small patch of skin, it's an excuse for Clark to close his eyes, immerse himself in simple things, like the build of slipperiness and friction between them, the slow build of pressure as he gets hard all over again, the tiny wet sounds from Bruce worrying at his skin, the slow rise of sharpness in the ache forming there. Clark is quiet as this happens, until Bruce lifts away with that last scrape of tooth, at which point he groans, complaint and relief and pleasure all at the same time.
—which is interrupted when Bruce presses his arms up and back and down. Starts new and louder when this latest bruise is pressed, when he says that, looks down at him. Clark has to wonder which part of this, which combination of things, seems to send him over the edge from interested into aroused.
He nods, breathes out 'yeah', a little like he was planning on avoiding talking altogether before deciding he needed to make sure there was no mistake, there.
Big breath in as Bruce backs up, the weight of him lifted. Clark relaxes his arms, relaxes his whole self, or tries to, lets himself get manipulated around and shuffles to roll as urged. Swallows back the potential sound he almost makes when his slowly stiffening cock is pressed into the bed beneath him along with every little bruise and scrape. Recognises also that without some determined rolling aside or stress on the criss-crossed bandaging, his arms are half-trapped into a stretch in front of him.
Little adjustments. He has a nice back, which articulates every movement very well, but they still under Bruce's hand. "Uh huh. You?"
It's strange to be in a position where he doesn't get to constantly touch or grab or kiss while they're in bed together. It might nearly be a concern if he wasn't acutely aware of the fun that sometimes is on the other side, as much as he'd been aware of the absence of Bruce's hands on him throughout.
So he adds, now that he has his voice back, "How are you planning on getting off?" and it's not, like, coy or smug or impatient so much as something he can do.
Little adjustments. He has a nice back, which articulates every movement very well, but they still under Bruce's hand. "Uh huh. You?"
It's strange to be in a position where he doesn't get to constantly touch or grab or kiss while they're in bed together. It might nearly be a concern if he wasn't acutely aware of the fun that sometimes is on the other side, as much as he'd been aware of the absence of Bruce's hands on him throughout.
So he adds, now that he has his voice back, "How are you planning on getting off?" and it's not, like, coy or smug or impatient so much as something he can do.
Kelex very neutrally says, "Yes," and Clark is pretty sure that the variant they're using is the English equivalent of an impatient of course.
"You gave him a warning," Clark says, his voice gentle and kind, as he'd speak to anything actually alive. As far as he's concerned, Kryptonians mastered sentient artificial intelligence a long time ago, clearly. "Against following a path that was taken anyway. We just want to listen. And—"
A beat, and he doesn't look back at Bruce or anything as he adds, "Maybe there's data we can provide in return."
"You gave him a warning," Clark says, his voice gentle and kind, as he'd speak to anything actually alive. As far as he's concerned, Kryptonians mastered sentient artificial intelligence a long time ago, clearly. "Against following a path that was taken anyway. We just want to listen. And—"
A beat, and he doesn't look back at Bruce or anything as he adds, "Maybe there's data we can provide in return."
"No," breathed out, sighed, a subtle lift of his hips when he feels Bruce lean in and rub himself so intimately. Like maybe Clark might play at tempting him into abandoning their plans altogether. But having already come helps patience, and so there's nothing stopping Bruce leaning in and
it feels like being pressed into the bed, the next breath out lets gently coaxed than the last. The next point of pressure Bruce's hands find gets a groan out of Clark, a physical twinge of protest raising his shoulders and bowing his head. No report on not liking it, however, even if he's not sure how to like it just yet.
"But it'll give me something to think about," comes out slightly strained, the second half of that thought and answer.
it feels like being pressed into the bed, the next breath out lets gently coaxed than the last. The next point of pressure Bruce's hands find gets a groan out of Clark, a physical twinge of protest raising his shoulders and bowing his head. No report on not liking it, however, even if he's not sure how to like it just yet.
"But it'll give me something to think about," comes out slightly strained, the second half of that thought and answer.
"Please," Clark echoes, like maybe some manners will help.
But it's not just manners. It's becoming clearer to him that what they're asking flies in the face of what Kelex is programmed to preserve, in the same way that his existence does too. Every time some new revelation of what was core to Krypton comes to light, it becomes easier to understand why he was propelled away from it at great speed. But even Jor-El couldn't help but take care of some remaining connection, to ensure Clark knew where he came from.
Maybe that was a mistake. Another trapping, a blind spot. But Jor-El never claimed to be anything but fallible, unlike his brethren. "There's no one left to claim anything forbidden," he says. "There's no great work to protect, anymore. But there's Earth. And I was sent to protect that. I have to believe that's still true, and I need to know how to keep it true."
But it's not just manners. It's becoming clearer to him that what they're asking flies in the face of what Kelex is programmed to preserve, in the same way that his existence does too. Every time some new revelation of what was core to Krypton comes to light, it becomes easier to understand why he was propelled away from it at great speed. But even Jor-El couldn't help but take care of some remaining connection, to ensure Clark knew where he came from.
Maybe that was a mistake. Another trapping, a blind spot. But Jor-El never claimed to be anything but fallible, unlike his brethren. "There's no one left to claim anything forbidden," he says. "There's no great work to protect, anymore. But there's Earth. And I was sent to protect that. I have to believe that's still true, and I need to know how to keep it true."
There is tension thrummed through Clark's body as Bruce works those points, but not tension. No long-knotted muscles or stiff joints, no scar tissue or even formless sensitive areas made so by wear and tear. Physical perfection can be very hot. It can also be very creepy in a way Clark thankfully hasn't thought too much about, but if he did, would be glad Bruce doesn't think so, what with his own knowledge of anatomy.
"This— ah," as the pinch gets a satisfying physical startle out of the Kryptonian, like the sensory sharpness of that is exaggerated from the deeper, blunter kneading efforts of Bruce's hands up until that moment. Bound hands hover up, rest back down, an exhale like a laugh leaving him.
Turns out, Bruce didn't need to answer the question after all, because it's hard not to think about sex, to be keenly aware of the other man's arousal, and his own, pressed into the sheets. His head bows forwards as Clark feels Bruce murmur against the back of his neck, and he shifts a little in place to make use of that nearness, to press his hips back up against him, to twist a leg to nudge his ankle against the side of Bruce's.
"This is where I joke about if I left the stove on," is slightly breathless both by virtue of all this wriggling but also just lying like this, on his front, arms out, the odd strain of it.
"This— ah," as the pinch gets a satisfying physical startle out of the Kryptonian, like the sensory sharpness of that is exaggerated from the deeper, blunter kneading efforts of Bruce's hands up until that moment. Bound hands hover up, rest back down, an exhale like a laugh leaving him.
Turns out, Bruce didn't need to answer the question after all, because it's hard not to think about sex, to be keenly aware of the other man's arousal, and his own, pressed into the sheets. His head bows forwards as Clark feels Bruce murmur against the back of his neck, and he shifts a little in place to make use of that nearness, to press his hips back up against him, to twist a leg to nudge his ankle against the side of Bruce's.
"This is where I joke about if I left the stove on," is slightly breathless both by virtue of all this wriggling but also just lying like this, on his front, arms out, the odd strain of it.
For a moment, Clark thinks maybe he was successful in derailing whatever Bruce might have intended to do. Gives a soft sound when his legs are spread opens, when Bruce moves against him like that. It's not that he wants to avoid doing the things they're doing, but how satisfying, to unmake Bruce's plans, even if it results in a simulated fucking that doesn't quite make it all the way to the real thing.
So when he lifts away, it's an opportunity to get a grip, Clark sighing out and forcing himself to relax against the bed. Becomes more aware of himself, but the sense of himself like this, thighs open and cock hard and still with the sense memory of his lover's cock grinding against him, doesn't evoke shame, just serves to make him harder.
And it's that internal processing that Bruce interrupts.
Clark gasps in, hips twitching aimlessly before stilling as he clocks the feeling of Bruce's hands and mouth on him, pressed about as intimately as it gets. It's new enough that both the idea of it is about as stimulating as the sensation itself. Can a person's whole body blush? Maybe. That's sort of what it feels like. The low groan he gives is delivered directly into bedsheets, muffled but not shy, and the next subtle movement of his hips is to lift them a little, making life easier.
So when he lifts away, it's an opportunity to get a grip, Clark sighing out and forcing himself to relax against the bed. Becomes more aware of himself, but the sense of himself like this, thighs open and cock hard and still with the sense memory of his lover's cock grinding against him, doesn't evoke shame, just serves to make him harder.
And it's that internal processing that Bruce interrupts.
Clark gasps in, hips twitching aimlessly before stilling as he clocks the feeling of Bruce's hands and mouth on him, pressed about as intimately as it gets. It's new enough that both the idea of it is about as stimulating as the sensation itself. Can a person's whole body blush? Maybe. That's sort of what it feels like. The low groan he gives is delivered directly into bedsheets, muffled but not shy, and the next subtle movement of his hips is to lift them a little, making life easier.
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