Nothing could work, probably. They could continue to ignore it and bite at each other and get frustrated and walk away, over and over. The reality that they touched that dark place during their fight is only one layer to the conflict; even without it, this thing between them would be an ill-advised tangle of problematic elements. This thing is more than a physical reaction. This thing is I wanted you and in the middle of that and despite that all at once.
Bruce lets out a breath. "No." He smiles, but it's mostly just a flinch of his mouth that shows his teeth for a moment. "No, not because you were losing. I don't know if I actually convinced myself I was going to 'win' or not, but I didn't for a minute believe I'd live."
That much was probably obvious. Has been. Bruce is not terribly concerned with his own life; he seems to think it ended when his son's did, and the years between that point and this one have been strange, to say the least. For a while he's quiet, then, watching the way that denial (truthful) lands or doesn't land, considering what else to say. Because he thinks he'll have to be the one, to spare them the slow consider death of Clark's better manners. He closes his eyes, and opens them again.
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Bruce lets out a breath. "No." He smiles, but it's mostly just a flinch of his mouth that shows his teeth for a moment. "No, not because you were losing. I don't know if I actually convinced myself I was going to 'win' or not, but I didn't for a minute believe I'd live."
That much was probably obvious. Has been. Bruce is not terribly concerned with his own life; he seems to think it ended when his son's did, and the years between that point and this one have been strange, to say the least. For a while he's quiet, then, watching the way that denial (truthful) lands or doesn't land, considering what else to say. Because he thinks he'll have to be the one, to spare them the slow consider death of Clark's better manners. He closes his eyes, and opens them again.
"I felt more than I ever had. Suddenly."